Monday, March 5, 2012

Renovating

My little heaven of a room now carries surround sound. Yes, T gave me some speakers to hook up to my laptop. Now I am in complete music heaven. Perfect for crafting, reading, puzzles, relaxing; nothing would have made me happier than louder music. So, as I sit here blogging I am bumping my head to the all around awesomeness of "Sweet Child O'Mine" when it comes to music I feel it through me, so the louder the better. Let's hope I don't pass the need for noise onto my mini-me's!

Sunday, March 4, 2012

I'm back

Well, it's been a really long time since I've blogged. Can't say why, other than I haven't been sure what to share. Life has been crazy this past year. Roller coaster if I really want to be honest. An awakening as well. I had let myself turn into this demure, obedient wife. I woke up! I am better than that. I am a Leo for freaking out loud! And a Spanish Leo at that! I have a voice and it's a good one. So, I rebelled against T. Tried to leave him. Surprise Surprise, he actually loves me and wanted to work it out. So, giving my marriage another go around, only, this time, on my terms. I have to say it's going more peacefully, although we are still ironing out our kinks. No marriage is perfect. But at least we can acknowledge it!
I started writing a book. I believe this calling to become an author is what spurned my self awakening. Who knew my mind was still as twisted as it was in the days I'd sneak smoking in my room with G'N'R blasting in the dark???? I, for one, am glad that this book has become my therapist. It's my baby and it's taken me down a wonderful, crazy path. I'm told this means I'm truly a writer. I guess we'll find out, won't we?
C is potty training. She's a little too old to still be using diapers, and the stress is driving me crazy!
My wonderful son is the apple of my eye. Can't believe my youngest child will be 2 soon. But, God willing, he's my last. This oven doesn't want any more buns....